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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Bear Bust 2010 Part 4 - Great Ending



Woke up on Sunday feeling much better after a good night's sleep. Piglet was still sleeping, but #2 was already up. We headed to the vendor fair for #2 to get a few last minute goodies. He was looking at some nice t-shirts, but the color he liked (a perfect blue to go with his eyes) was only available in a sleeveless version. He said he never wore shirts like that.....well that's all it took. Got him to try it on, snapped a pic and showed him. He bought it on the spot :@)

We all had brunch at the very tasty brunch provided as part of the event. Great food, lots of it, and lots of bears woofing it up. It was sort of melancholy. A lot of guys were leaving, so it was time to say goodbye for now. So many people come from all over the world to Bear Bust, that it's not like you'll see them next week. I made sure Telmo and C knew where we were, and they came to say bye after they packed the car. The cubs spent time talking to others that had met over the weekend, exchanging info and saying goodbyes.

We headed back up to the room and got lubed up (with sunblock) for the pool. There was a small contingent of bears left at the pool and we chatted and relaxed. I headed off to take a drive to chill a bit and get some soft serve :-) When I got back, #2 was napping and Piglet was off meeting and greeting some more :@) #2 and I chatted for a while and it was time for him to go. He had a long drive and had to work on Monday. We went down to say good bye to Piglet at the pool and then #2 was on his way.

I was sad to see him go. It was so refreshing to experience Bear Bust through the eyes of someone who had never been to an event like this before. He was so into it, and came out of his shell so much during the weekend, it was really awesome. I stayed true to my word and never pushed him for anything, other than for him to have fun. He did just that, and it was worth it for me.

Piglet and I went to dinner at City Walk and had a great time. We headed to the Phouse for Tdance. It was sort of quiet. We played a round of balcony bingo, but no one else was playing, so it was a quick round. We checked out the club and there was nothing going on there, so I grabbed the Piglet and we headed back to the hotel. When we were heading back, Piglet mentioned that we never did get to try all the implements of torture in my tool boxes. Well, that is something one only need mention once.



We got back to the room and piglet prepped, while I got out the tool boxes. We decided on e-stim to start things rolling. He said he had done it once before, but wanted to do it again with me. I was happy to victimize...er share it with him. I got him on the bed and hooked up to a couple of conductive tubing loops. I like to start a newbie with these, as they are easy on and off and not too intimidating. I typically get the newbie started and then give them the box and let them handle the controls for a few minutes while I watch. This gives me a good feel for their interest in exploration, and their reactions with me out of the equation. Piglet worked the controls for a while until he felt comfortable. He said a few times starting out that he didn't want me to kill him. I explained that the 9v battery that controlled the unit was unlikely to kill him, especially if he was with someone who know what they were doing. He was not all that convinced at first...which works to my benefit.



Took off one of the loops from his cock and attached a stainless bullet about 3 inches long. This went into his hot hole. He kept telling me it would not stay in, so a quick press with my fingers and a deep gasp by Piglet and it was trapped in his hole. I started him off slowly on a pretty basic setting. The vibrating in his cock was turning him on. The thing with e-stim is, especially with an anal and cock electrode on the same channel, you will feel it in the cock first. Many people never turn up the juice enough to feel it in the ass. Once his cock was getting used to the sensations, I amped things up a bit. All of a sudden, his face changed and I could tell he felt it in his ass.

If you haven't done e-stim, it is hard to describe. The sensation is not what you would expect. It doesn't feel shocking (that is more violet wand) but instead more buzzing and vibrating. If you get the frequency just right, the cock and asshole will vibrate and send you into intense pleasure. The trick is getting it just right and that takes experience. Luckily for Piglet, I had plenty of that.

I watched Piglet as we progressed. I made sure that he understood that moans and groans could mean lots of things, as could Ohhs and wow's. I told him how to specifically let me know when it was too intense, so I could back off and then I watched. Part of being a good top is being able to observe your bottom and translate what you see and hear into what they feel via a feedback loop. If you aren't paying close attention, you can miss a signal that can let you know that your bottom is ready for the next level which could send him into ecstasy. With e-stim, it is all about watching and listening for these clues. I say that I judge my success by how long the bottom's eyes are rolled back in their heads. I didn't see Piglet's pupils for over an hour.



I would get him ramped up on one setting for a while and he would be bucking on the bed. He'd lift his hips high and then slam them down as he realized that his body movement changed the position of the electrode in his ass in relation to the one on his cock, and allowed him to take the intensity even further by moving about. Sometimes he was shaking all over, sometimes he moaned softly and sometime he was silent, and you could tell he was far away in a land of intense pleasure. Right about then, I'd change settings and it would start all over for him. It takes a lot of years doing this sort of play to know how to bring someone right to the edge where pleasure and pain meet. You can hold them over the edge just a bit to help ramp up the intensity, but if you push them off the edge, you stand to lose them, as they typically won't continue.

I did this over and over with Piglet, taking him right to the edge, and then letting him tip over it just the slightest bit. It was awesome and for me a very spiritual experience. This isn't raw nasty wild play, this is play that involves the mind and the spirit, an appreciation of the other as a being, their limits and their trust in you. It really is powerful and awesome!!

It became clear that Piglet was reaching the end of his time with the e-stim, and things were getting desensitized, so I backed it off and we switched to the Fleshlight. He fucked that for a while while I took pics and got hard as a rock. Just watching Piglet turned me on. During the e-stim session, I watched his face for every twitch, every wince, every tension and relaxation. He was beautiful and perfect. He made me hard by just looking at him. I knew I needed to finish this session off with some passion!

I had Piglet get on all fours with his chest on a stack of pillows and his cock in the Fleshlight, and then I jumped up behind him and slid my raging hard cock into his greedy hole. I slid it in hard and fast, raping that hole over and over. I had watched that hole twitch all night with electricity and now it was my turn to feel it twitch. It was hot and firm and tight and wet. I talked to Piglet about his porn shoot, about how guys all over would be watching him and wanting him. I told him how guys would come up to him and want to play with him when they saw him in public, I told him how they would ask him to shoot all over them like he did the bear in the film. He was moaning loudly as I plunged over and over into his hole.

The excitement of the session took over and I could hold back no longer. I felt the load building up deep in my balls. I remembered the feel of the pig the day before as we banged on each other's balls. I remembered the look on Piglet's face as I sent electricity coursing through his body...it was all too much to hold and I blew my load deep in his wet horny ass. I pumped away for a while after that, getting my load buried deep in there.

Piglet still needed to be taken care of, so I rolled him onto his back. He grabbed his cock and pulled hard and fast. He looked at me with those big amazing eyes and asked me to finger his ass, and I did. I got my finger in there and pounded on his prostate. It only took a minute and Piglet was shooting all over me, and all over him. This was a cum shot like I had not seen in a long time. Pump after pump of ropey cum all over my chest, my neck, his chest and belly, up over his shoulder. I just kept pushing the button and he kept spewing.

We both were exhausted at that point and proceeded to clean up. It was really the perfect ending to the perfect weekend. In the morning, I would take Piglet to the airport and head off to work myself. I don't know when he'll be back. I'm hoping soon. I've missed him since I dropped him at the airport.


So, Bear Bust 2010 come and gone. It was a huge success from my point of view. I have heard rumors that there will be no more. I hope those are just rumors. I love Bear Bust and can't wait until the next one. The location was great, the men were hot, the events were fun, the FOOD was amazing, the weather was perfect....it was all just awesome!!

I miss the cubs. I've been in contact with both of them since they left. Both offering repeated thanks. I keep telling them to stop. I'm the one to be thanking them. I've mentioned before how blessed I have been that the Universe has put so many caring, giving people in the path of my journey. When I can, I like to pay that debt back to the Universe. That comes in the form of inviting someone I only know from Bear411 to come and stay at Bear Bust and helping to bring him out of his shell, it comes in thee form of buying an airline ticket and event pass for a piglet to come and spend the weekend, when life has been giving him some challenges. It is me who is thankful, that I am able to share some of the caring and kindness that has been shown me. I truly am blessed.....

2 comments:

  1. That was the hottest. Oh, how I'd love to spend a weekend with you and. . . . . . .

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  2. It truly sounds and feels like you had a magickal time at Bear Bust this year! I know the feeling you got from hosting piglet & #2. Ain't it great? I only hope that our paths can cross and that I get to meet you in person myself, for coffee, beer, a meal, or even ... :@).
    My life is already better off for comminicating with you andreading this blog!

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